Unwarranted Kiss

Taste i thy honeyed tongue
imbue your teeth on mine lustful lips
bite me with pride
open it wide and thrust inside
prick my soul, enjoy the scent of dragons blood
excite your sense in anger
upon the burnin' erb nsyd the censer
smoke rise towards heavens 
from the ivory tower we created
great it is to offer my love
killing a blasphemous feeling
another seed to sprout - sayeth this with i burnt angst of lust

BASIC CIRCLE INVOCATION

CASTING A CIRCLE

This is from Purple Pentagram pages

By the earth that is her body,
and by the air that is her breath,
and by the fire of her bright spirit,
and by the living waters of her womb,
the circle is cast



CLOSING A CIRCLE

This is from Purple Pentagram pages

By the earth that is her body,
And by the air that is her breath,
and by the fire of her bright spirit,
and by the living waters of her womb,
The circle is open, yet unbroken
May the joy of the Goddess live in our hearts
Merry meet, and merry part
And merry meet again

note: this can be done without any mew wand, coarse salt will do.
all object bound to be blessed must be inside the circle.

I BELIEVE IN CHRIST, BUT NOT IN CHRISTIANITY...
in defense of DA VINCI CODE

Religious community reacted on the fiction book DA VINCI CODE as blasphemous and the author must be excommunicated from the catholic church, but im here writing in defense of the book as a former seminarian and as an ADVOCATE. certain aspect must be consider, i understand their position-paper, the statement or book published by the church is out FEAR that the foundation might turn into rubles. i am not afraid to be excommunicated or branded as heretic, gone are the burning days.

first thing first, DAN BROWN is a historian by nature, da vinci code has 5 non-fiction resources on which it was patterned, 2 of which is i have "HOLY BLOOD, HOLY GRAIL" and "MESSIANIC LEGACY". if the catholic church need to supressed the DA VINCI NOVEL which was published APRIL 1, 2002, PUTANGINA dapat they should have reacted the sources of the book na na-publish nong 1982(holy blood, holy grail) bakit ngaun lang sila nag react? 10 years ang pagitan mga ka friendster, ka blogspot at kasangga! for simple reason lang, the NOVEL(da vinci code) ay abot kamay ng mahilig sa istorya and it also caters younger generation, while holy blood, holy grail is for academician, historian at syempre friendsterian na din.

the book, IN GODS NAME is somewhat related na din, ang tanong bakit? simpleng sagot, u could see the link of freemasonry,opus dei and the catholic church. P2

going back to DA VINCI, is jesus really married? dito ata nagalit ung author ng anti-da vinci hoax, were in the bible can u find it, eto sagot ko sa mga anti. remember the first miracle he made, water into wine? wedding at the cana. cguro nmn malinaw na.

lets just say the "gnostic gospels" aren't gospels at all in the sense of the four canonical gospels of catholic, well there are reasons behind, on how it came up that jesus in gnostic known as defiency of aeons, the mother, the arrogant one and the archons. I say that the ancient author/transcriber of gnostic gospel would want to hide the activity of the ESSENES to protect the order...the nazarean.

BURNING thousand lives is not a muddy fiction as the rival author revealed, it is still lives that we are talking.

the tetragrammaton explained by Robert Langdon in the story is true to the nature, however it was not as detailed as we wanted, the tetragrammaton is just one of the pre-jewish kabbalah lesson, YHWH into JEHOVAH is something that the STARFIRE could explain. kabbalah is a literature that cast out to christians, in fact, Jesus performed his miracles using kabbalistic techniques learned from the ESSENES. since Da Vinci is a story, it imparts the color of the story. FYI, the word Jehovah is invented AFTER the time of Abraham... in real sense "jehovah" word has something PAGAN in nature, which means "God of Storm", let us remember that God has many names and/or named after the work he had created or base on his action.

The anti-author created a scenario not considering the source of the book, with a strict mind that Catholic is the real religion established... well i say "i believe in christ, but not in christianity" because christianity is CHURCHtianity. all of the ANTI-DA VINCI is just an opinion defending the rotten church though the author cannot deny that SHIT HAPPEN!

Brethen, certain issue are remain hidden to the public just as the saying under the sarchopagus "i tego arcana dei"

Wicca in the philippines

Today's date is september 25, 2004, this may be a good beginning to start some lesson.

in the philippine mainstream society, wiccans adopted the westernized way a chance of fusion or open-end practice. in an old english, wicca is "wicce" means female witch and "wicca", meaning wizard. Wiccans do not use the word "warlock" to a male witches. but then again if your in the philippines this may be considered... only in the philippines! in general, practitioner is considered as witches, but not all witches are wiccans. Warlock come from an old norse word "vardlokkur", in mythology vardlokkur is the guardian of the gates of knowledge. vardlokkur are group of sacred guard to ward off evil spirits and lock or bind them away to keep the sacred wisdom safe.

In Philippine setting, wiccan history is nowhere to be found, several people adopts the different practice of sects such as:

1. Classical Witches
- Early Nordic which included the Germanic languages, Dutch, Icelandic, Danish, Norwegian and Swedish peoples.

2. Gothic Witches
- Celtic Anglo-Saxon which includes Druid, Irish, Scottish, and English, as well as, many of the French, and Italian cultures.

3. Neo-Pagan Witches
- Modern NewAge American which has primarily been influenced by the melding of all previous sects through imigration and the country's natural evolution.

The Classical Craft were Ceremonial, Stretega & Teutonic.

The Gothic craft were Caledoni, Celtic, Deborean, Farrar, Hereditary & Pictish

The Neo-Pagan craft were Alexandrian, British Traditional, Dianic, Eclectic, Gardnerian Wicca & Seax Wicca

Our origin does not provide any evidences, because we are more on hereditary practice. but the dawn of 1999 and the beginning of 2000, the alignment of the planet awaken the curiosity of Filipinos  thus eclectic was born in the Philippines  though some of the brethren now how to practice Ceremonial, Celtic, Gardnerian.

1996, dark wicca came into the picture, is it eclectic? the answer is YES, my practiced varies on different crafts. Why dark? Philosophically the answer is "To see the Light, one must first be aware of the Dark..." and the principle of polarity. but if for personal, "Dark" refers to my style of dress.

To answer the issue, Craft practitioner do not worship "the devil", Craft Practitioner are not Satanist.

"Evil" is different from "dark". as an example, when a person commits harm to another person in satisfying personal gain is considered "evil", on the other hand when nature laid its wrath, say volcano erupted and destroy the assets of man, this process is called "dark" because their was no evil or malicious intent on the part of the volcano. If darkness will be your guidance to enlighten the people so moth it be.


simple prayer:
hear my prayer, oh great God with manifold attributes, Bless me with your Knowledge to enlighten your creation. Let me bring the light to their mind and speak to unknown tongues.
Strike by your sword those who burn our brethens, so they may know your the Lord of them all, the great God of justice.
Take my Love with you everywhere and find the Power within
to be who you wish

fibonacci of pain

FIBONACCI of PAIN

Tis a night of sorrow, a melody of ethereal pain,
wolves vent their howls. The beautiful one
awakes.
Wisps of death shrouds her brooding form,
a lurking wrath.
Her raven locked hair cascades over
pale and tragic arm, and her
full scarlet lips part slightly, to taste the
red tears streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.
Now a night of ecstasy,
I remember her.
what have you done?
a fog of misery as perceptions twist.
once we tasted heaven,
hand in hand and innocent,
but your heart perished.
a dark vision of darkness -
tears follow night, follow blood,
love bled dry.
in a torrent of bitterness,
i see you.

Take heed and bare witness to the truth that lies herewith for they are written and sayeth by LeontheDevil

AKTIBISTA nuon, BURGES ngaun
pangalawang bahagi


1996, disyembre, Central Luzon ang una kong BMI(basic mass integration), nasanay na kausap ang magsasaka at makipamuhay sa kanila, walang kanin sa itaas dahil mais ang ginawa naming kanin, kadalasang sakit ng mga NPA ay malaria kaya pag may YS na nsa itaas na dumalaw animo'y pasko... Mahirap kumilos sa itaas, mas maraming pagaaral at pagpapasensia, ang hindi ko ginagawa sa lungsod ay dun ko ginagawa, pinagsaka dinkami dahil bahagi un sa tungkulin namin, hindi pa naman ako ganap na pulang mandirigma dahil katakot-takot na assessment ang dadaanan bago maging lubos na kadre... mas madaling mamasyal sa itaas sa panahon ng pasko, bukod sa ceasefire, anibersaryo pa eto ng PARTIDO... kung ang napapanuod mo sa pelikula, MILIT ang bida, dito iba ang tagpo, mas takot ang tao sa MILIT kumpara sa amin. naaalala ko nuon na tumigil kami sa paglalakad para magpahinga, may nakita akong bungkos ng saging pero hindi pedeng galawin. tres-otso ang tawag namin dito, ang lahat ng bagay ay may pahintulot ng may ari o ng masa. tiniis ko ang gutom, nanghina... iniwan ako sa isang masa para ibaba sa bundok. mahirap pala talaga dito, sumagi sa isipan ko pano kaya kong ang tiyuhin ko ang nakita kong nagsosona sa bundok, babarilin kaya nia ako? alam ng mga kasama na galing ako sa pamilyang MILITAR, pamilyang puno ng diktaturya at pasistang paraan...
Natapos ang paghihimay ko nuon ng biglang may putukan sa di kalayuan... hinahanap ang mga estudyanteng prumenteng mga researcher, napagalaman kseng nagsumbong ang isang nanay ng isa naming kasama at pilit kaming kinukuha... TANGINA KAMI YUN, isa ako sa nahiwalay gawa ng aking kalagayan... napandaan ang ronda sa bahay na aking tinuluyan, balot na balot ako ng kumot sa taas ng lagnat, hinalughug ng militar ang bawat bahay habang ako nama'y nakahiga at sa likod ay M16, hindi biro ang mahiga sa bagay na sa tingin mo ay pumuputok, inisip ko na lang na ang bago dumating ang pasko, petsa ng kaarawan ko ang unang dadaanan, wlang pasko pag hindi ako nagdiwang... sampung taon na pala talaga ang nakalipas... maliwanag pa din ang mukha ng taong kumubkob at naputol ang lahat ng alaala ko sa pagpasok ng isang call mula sa U.S., "thank you for calling customer service..."

ngaun ko naisip, hindi pa din tayo malaya!

AKTIBISTA nuon, BURGES ngaun
unang bahagi

1994, 2nd sem, nobyembre, sa kasagsagan ng init ng araw habang pumapalahaw ang masaganang sigaw ng kapwa ko kabataan nuon sa pagbagsak ng rehimen... "IMPERYALISMO IBAGSAK!" habang ang iba naman ay nagpapaliwanag ng kasalukuyang isyu sa mga bagong kaanib, nagpupulong naman para sa mga darating pang pagkilos-protesta ang ibang kasama, at natural na din ang palibot na vendor na sia nmng sinasamantala ang pagkauhaw nmn... yan ang mukha ng buhay ko nuon... REWIND

1st year, first sem, bagong pantalon, uniporme at hanep sa hagod ng gel, naglalakad ako sa pasilyong dun ko lang nakita ang walang kwentang pamantasang may malaking nakapaskel na NO SMOKING samantalang ang gwardiya mismo ay naninigarilyo sa tapat ng signage na un. para akong nasa preso hindi pa din pala organisado dito, napasok ako sa kwartong ako lang ata ang nakauniporme, lintik! habang sabay sabay silang tumingin at sinasabing "welcome, inmate!". dito ko agad sumagi sa isip ko na ang buhay ng tao ay hindi pantay pantay, merong rumaraket sa amin ng nagtitinda ng yosi, mani, mais, blubook, etc para lang sa pagtawid ng kanyang pagaaral. meron din nmng pa-lovers na parehas na ata lahat ng pinag-examan ng mga ka-klase kong eto para lang maging magkasama sila, nakita kong hawak ko pa pala ang biblia, ow shet! inisip ko na lang ang babalikan ko mamayang tirahan, isa pang mala presong lugar, KUMBENTO! HIndi naman ganun kahirap sa loob, pero pride ata sa iba na sabihing nasa seminaryo ka habang nagaaral ng accounting... layo ng hulog, accounting con seminarian, pero yun tlaga e. una pa lang nandian na ang kilos protestang kinagulat naming lahat habang ang iba ay tuwang tuwa sa pagsuspende ng klase... nilapitan ko ung taong humpak ang pisnging aktibista at kinausap ko, nagpakilala at nakipagbalitaktakan, duon ko nalamang parehas ang turo ng simbahan at ng kilusan, sa pananamantala ng burgesya komprador. hindi na ako nagtaka kung nong sumunod na semester e kasama na ako sa Raliyista...
Kasagsagaan ng isyu ng GATT nuon, habang inaantay ang pagboto ng ilang mambabatas sa ratipikasyon ng naturang tratado(treaty), hindi maalis ang tension ng KY sa unit ng kabataan at ilan pang sector na pilit pumapasok sa batasan... isa lang ang sagot nuon ng pasistang KY ang bombahin kami ng tubig at tapunan ng tear gas... naiiyak ako habang iniisip ko na ang gawi nila ay gawa ng isang tuta ng kano, nakakahiyang isipin pero tauhan pa rin tayo ng punyetang impe... umuwi kaming pagod at puno ng paliwanag sa mga kasamang na-dedemoralize sa pagkilos. iniwan ko ang seminaryo at sumama sa pwersang hangad ay kalayaan, mahirap magorganisa sa pyudal na lipunan at hineheleng burgesya... hanggat binabansot at pinaiiral ang monosopniya na ang G7 ang siang nagtatakda ng presyo, ang bansang nangarap na tigre ay pusa pa rin. Hindi ako natigil dun, lumubog kami sa mga union na may strike, kung hunger strike sila kasama kami dun pero hindi ko maaalis ang pagiging burges dahil pagalis ko ng picket, tutuloy ako sa malamig na mall at mag-weWENDY's. Ironic sabi nga nila, pero hindi isang bagsakan lang ang pagbabaka natin sa sarili. Iniwan ko ang accounting, nagshift sa economics hinasa ko ang buhay ko sa Marxismo-Leninismo-Kaisipang Mao Tsetung para mapalapit ako sa masa at iugnay ang kasalukuyang kalagayan natin, mala-kolonyal at mala-pyudal pa din tayo. maraming natatawa pero mas natatawa ako sa taong natawa dahil sila mismo ay ignoranteng biktima. habang may tatsulok at sila ang nsa tuktok hindi mababago itong gulo...

10 taon na pala ang nakaraan, pero amoy ko pa din ang dyaryong inupuan, ang mojong tsinelas ay matibay pa din, ang bandilang pula na may alibatang i(k sa makabagong salita), ang rolling store na kasama sa lahat ng rally at si KA CHINO na walang humpay sa pakikinig habang may programa sa mendiola. hindi dun natapos ang dahil umakyat pa ako sa itaas...

TREASON in the name of lust!

How i bring you my lust.
the need to steal the bow of eros to linger your lips
a night of fools and feed our lusting soul
locking yir hips to trust you within
that up until now, your flower excite every horse and haunts me
i saw the amethyst without any cut and drink the flow of ambrosia
lovely is the smell that sedate me down my spine...
kiss me again oh lovely maiden of the moon
lock my soul and my body, so i remain hidden from wrath of rah
if my love to lust thee bring forth the end of your nation
bless me then, for i will rise the great nation...

...and it has just began.

pillow of the gods...

Pillow of the gods...

They are the footprints of gods of the heavens, masking the lotus feet molded by fire. thunder of white line fire, earth moving, revealing an insignia against the ominous sky that is of the great mountain. With dew from above, the rain contoured against the mountain slopes. Melting, exposing the hot rock that kisses the shade of the blue sky, the walls and gorges give themselves up to continual harassment.

It is a test of wills. The powers of nature challenge the masses of earthen forms. Chime of airs and harsh water fortified walls in blow after blow for dominant over Fortress of forest and stone. Century passed, days of our lord, the battle with the mountains as they yield their shapes to the forces of change losses.

It is the crop of mother nature that has subject our submission from magical dust. A billion years have taken their toll, shaped and toil the destiny of the magical mountain.

Silent Swamp

keep thy tongue not to awaken the sleeping creature of the swamp. praise the monotone rhythm of droplets, its a melody unto their ears. the dangling straws are the windows, the large calm water is the open door and you are the desire of them all as the lobby of their wickedness.

Fear not the fiend for lost of your strength will be their ally. submit not one but gather the power from them, remember that we will know only things if we are with them, yet always be assumptive that our food is salty while them are pale.


oh land of the two strength
grant thy mind to topple darkness and be my ally
let my balance body absord the balance of their fate
let it be my strength against my enemy
as i forward to stay the way i am created, balance.

blessed be in all manifold attributes.

Manifesto for the wailing forest

The bluish forest embodied the mystery that only you could unlock, sometimes our tears will open the portal of the unknown, inviting the elemental bogs and split the two force of our being. we could halt the chaotic pattern, if we are carried by an oath as crusader of nature. then i call the legion to uphold the holies great mission. It is not the unseen that governs this realm. It is us, for human are the nature's dominant and destructive force. if this blue beams will stay in this forest, it is then our knowledge to serve and protect.

let the good ashes from every walks be burned
let the tree inhale the ashes, to lived
in return for the elders of the tree to protect the earth
bless thy willing fruit and our sacred home.

blessed be in all manifold attributes.

invocation of elemental fire

strike her heart upon the spread of thy flaming wings
give me the radiant beauty to capture their eyes
taste the honey as i offer thee
the genesis of love, for mine to keep.

note:
tools are given only if ask
counter prayer: available only if ask

makulay na kwento ng utot

ang kulay ng utot ay iba iba, mahika mo itong matatawag pag nakita mo na nga. pero ang tanong meron nga ba? ang sagot depende sa lalanghap ng utot, pansamantala ka munang ihehele ng impit nitong tunog at mapangkutyang amoy. tatama eto sa utak nating magtratransmit sa ating katawan ng kunting nginig at ibayong pagmumura sa lahat ng lenggwahe! ngunit sa karagdagang kaalam na rin natin, kung ang utot ay inipon mo sa 100,000 na baso mistula po itong bomba atomika! walang halong biro manuod ka ng tv(national geographic).

ngaun namangha ka sa impormasyong nakita mo, balak mo nang ibenta ang utot mo sa mga terorista at maging kasangkapan sa pagpapasabog. ilang milyong pilipino ang dugyot o di kaya ay i-komisyon ang bawat pagutot sa bawat tahanan at idonate sa gobyerno, upang gawing inerhiya na din. tipid pa tau sa kuryente walang ibang puhunan kundi ang pagkain ng kamote!

dito natin iipitin ang exportasyon ng kamote at i-karir ang pagutot. kung merong outsource industry just to fart malamang na kalahati o higit kaya ay employed. o customer service ng farting... at pano nmn kaya ang spiel? "thank you for calling fart services, how may help u today" naks call center na call center ang dating... eto nmn ang sagot ng caller na sutil "how can my fart last for 15 seconds?"

kung sa tingin nio walang kayang gumawa nian itanong mo kung ano name ng kasama ko sa trabaho! ganito un, anim kami sa elevator habang pababa kami for yosi break, biniro nmn siang iiwan sa 7th floor pag huminto pero hindi kami tagumpay sa pagtulak sa kanya sa kadahilanang malaki sia(as in) at bilang pag-ganti sa amin umutot ang PUTANG ina na halos un ang maging hininga nmn sa buong gabi! wala na akong naalala!